Void is created again, but this time it is visible to naked eyes. #silence
What is worse?
Living with an unfeigned regret
Or dying with a delusive hope.
People call it one sided love, but i call it emotional numbness where one became numb to the sensation of other and other became numb to the sensation of everyone.
I find solace in chaos as waking up every morning with tears in eyes is same as trying to sleep with an illusory hope.
I smoked in and out to engulf every emotion that craves for you, but isn’t it strange that with every inhale i feel you alive again inside me.
added spark to my life, but
took all the light from my life.
With every puff of smoke Part of you burns with me With every drop of blood Your love flows out of me. With every tear that i cry all your memory fades away. Soon i’ll be empty with nothing inside.
But with every breathe
I feel you somehere inside me.
It was a one day story!
U asked my name, I played a game
to put out the burning flame.
I mistook you for the light.
Now, finding solace
in the peace of night.
Smoked all day
till it had torn a scar into my face.
Asked for a little stay
as I watched you stealing my heart
But ah! you came
And left again
without even announcing our fate.
This is when I learnt to wait.
Soon, you realised your mistake
Stopped the ache
Baby, now i feel so awake
i can sense every breathe you take.
The emptiness that once consumed me
Is now replaced by your presence.
Finding peace in your existence
With no distance between us.
No one can separate us now
as you make a vow
to be mine for ever.
I got so baffled for no reason
I craved for your affection
Lied to myself for your attention
Headed in the wrong direction
Waited till I settled deep into the ocean
For once, I felt loved.
All her life she had lived in captivity
Trying to get sense of her identity
Called by diff names,
Touched by filthy hands,
Ogled every now and then
In a world of men.
Made her wary about her own existence
Feeling trapped ? She questioned herself
What is that made her different
Caged her to the burden of her self
Hiding behind the bars of chains
Looked confused and scared
One day, she chose to live the other way
Every thursday night she spent in citylight
She sat, she sat with an open wide leg.
She moved, she moved every bit of her.
She wore, she wore a glittery dress.
She laughed, she laughed without care.
She travelled, she travelled without fear.
But it was not too long
before she caught up in someone’s glare
They stared, she looked, no one moved
They followed, she ran, no one helped
She raised her voice to make them run
They pulled her pant to break her down
Left her broken, making no sound
Darknes came all over her around
She is no longer clean, no longer serene
all she wanted to scream.
She lost her pride, her right, her fight
Found no one on her side.
Asking other not to grieve as she is free.
She can fly, smile, and shine
In a world devoid of lies.
People say it was her fault
She wore skirt so they called slut
She needs another life to prove her point
to show those pigs their real crime
It was not her bloody mistake
it was you who played wicked
it was us who didn’t care
She was gone before you knew
She was gone the day she bloomed
She didn’t ask for material things
all she wanted to break those strings.